From now until the end of the CPS school year my schedule is filled with dress rehearsals and show days. When we get to this point, I undoubtedly have a few students come up to me and confess they struggle with stage fright. I think in a society that is preoccupied with standards being met and test grades being perfect I completely understand where these students are coming from. To help my students overcome their fears I am making an effort to remind my students to enjoy the process. I see them struggle with self-doubt as they prepare to vulnerably put themselves out in front of an audience., something all great performers struggle with. I tell them that what helps me the most is trusting in my cast, trusting that if I get lost the other people on stage will help me find my way back. That trust is formed in rehearsal and I encourage them to not stress so much about the finished product. Explaining that if you put the work in the rehearsal room and you have faith in the people around you, the product will undoubtedly be there.
Reilly Students rehearsing their opera
Chase students practicing their dance
This idea of not living for the product brings to mind something
a director once told me about the rehearsal process in general. He said “If you
are waiting for the run of the show to enjoy the production you are missing the
point. The production is created in the rehearsal process; the actual show is
anti climatic. “ I feel this is so poignant when applied to the work Opera for
all does. While the shows are important
they are not nearly as important as the bonds these students are making and the
skills they are honing. I have seen so
much growth this year. I have seen shy students face their fears and sing solos
in front of their peers and I have seen friendships form where before they
didn’t exist. I have seen empathy beyond what I thought possible from a 4th
grader. This process has been incredible and while I am confident these
students will put on amazing shows that will stay with them, I believe the work
they have put in during the accumulation of this year makes a far more lasting
mark.
McAuliffe student waiting for his entrance.
